Well i found out somethng interesting today about my muse. Her family situation is odd. Evidently her mothers and fathers situation are odd. But she is my muse and i must keep watch over her. lol i know this sounds so emo but its true that when ever i need an idea for something to draw or write i consult her or think of what she would do in the situation and go from their. I wish i had her writing ability though...even though alot of her works can be very plainly read as anti female life style. For instance in one she conpares make up to a mask which does not allow her to release a scream which is building up inside of her. Sigh i love the girl and would take her as my wife time willing but she does not want to get married. It makes sence though now i know her family situation. I know of no way to help her so i did the only thing i can really do for her is just being their for her and listening and when she needs help. Oh well back to im insamnia(i know its misspelled)